I still have nightmares about the past sometimes. I call them nightmares and not dreams because I do not want them. I do not want to be reminded of any of it. But I tell myself that it is just my subconcious healing.
Dreams are just dreams after all right?
What matters more is the here and now.
This is the live I have chosen to live. This is who I have chosen to love. And my choices have gotta count for something.